Hi JP, feeling really down today, spent the whole day making wreaths and flower arrangments for the cemetary, yesterday i spent all day wrapping presents "not much difference is there" it is thing like that that make me so angry, you should still be here I should be wrapping your presents not arranging flowers for you grave. You know if I could I would swap places with you, in a heart beat, I miss you so much baby, Love you loads. Mum xxxxxx